wilczazamiec
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Hi. 
I immediately say that this translate Google translate text so sorry in advance. I have been addicted to pornography since I was 14 years old. At the age of 18 I became a Christian and began to fight this disease. In 2018, my abstinence period of more than a year began in August. However, in October 2019 I returned to addiction. Maybe because my faith in God shook. I've watched porn a dozen times since then. I have a lot of locks on all computers and phones. The problem is at work, because I can't place a lock here. I want a restart for myself and my wonderful wife whom I lie because pornography has done her a lot of damage and I don't want to hurt her again. Now I want to recover myself. I watched porn and masturbated half an hour ago. I feel slightly dizzy now. Tired. I see that it's possible that I was watching a woman who did not want sex at all and maybe even forced to. But it turns me on porn. I watch mainly public agent, orgy, and a lot of woman with one man.
I am starting to keep a journal from now on and intend to write it everyday for now. Comments very much appreciated 11/29/2019
I immediately say that this translate Google translate text so sorry in advance. I have been addicted to pornography since I was 14 years old. At the age of 18 I became a Christian and began to fight this disease. In 2018, my abstinence period of more than a year began in August. However, in October 2019 I returned to addiction. Maybe because my faith in God shook. I've watched porn a dozen times since then. I have a lot of locks on all computers and phones. The problem is at work, because I can't place a lock here. I want a restart for myself and my wonderful wife whom I lie because pornography has done her a lot of damage and I don't want to hurt her again. Now I want to recover myself. I watched porn and masturbated half an hour ago. I feel slightly dizzy now. Tired. I see that it's possible that I was watching a woman who did not want sex at all and maybe even forced to. But it turns me on porn. I watch mainly public agent, orgy, and a lot of woman with one man.I am starting to keep a journal from now on and intend to write it everyday for now. Comments very much appreciated 11/29/2019