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Thiru

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Hello guys and ladies, I'm Thiru.
I'm 20 now.My father died in an accident at my age 6.from that I grow on my own without any parental support and advice. My mom take care of me but didn't know much about me.
In my age 12,i got lot of depression,anger,sad as there is none to share my feelings with. I feel different from other kids and got lot of talents but no one care about it. It's the age I came to know about porn. Literally it helps me a lot. Taking away all my pain and make it forgot my sorrows. I grew on my own. As I watched porn, it taught me some false stuffs that I got lot horny for girls at that age but also lots of shy and hesitate and low self-esteem to talk to any.porn make me lonelier day by day.
When I hit my college that's where things got it's worse. First day I see a girl and start to like her and she also liked me. I started to love her but she didn't care about me anymore of a person. I used to pmo everyday in schools in every possible way. I M daily 3 to 5 times thinking of every girls I seen and even staffs. When I get to college it even worse cause that's when I got my first smart phone with internet. I used to watch porn in my friends mobile in child hood and M to magazines seeing hot ladies. But in college my addiction got worse with internet P...  I view  po.. And M daily and after some days I didn't attend college and stay in my room and binge for weeks. Everyone around me starts to hate me for my behaviour. Normally people used to talk to me as a family member of them but now they are not.
I finished my college with 10 arrears and now I am stuck in a place where Im not meant to be or want to be. I came to know about this addiction four years ago but can't able to stop it. Everytime I try it made my addiction even worse. I got relapse like 200++ times but still can't make it. My highest streak is 33 .im currently on my 19th day streak. I know the pit of this addiction as a chronic pmo addict. I know the things that let me down everytime.In my every relapse I learn from it and not  fall for the trick. But my brain came up with new ones. Sometimes I know it's not right but I binge for weeks in every relapse. I'm here to get support from you guys and fight together to achieve our goal and the man we always wanted to be.
As a wise me told me, if you want to feel Motivated, try to Motivate others. So I started a new what's app group to learn things and be an accountability partners with each other.

https://chat.whatsapp.com/GZqmsDhfWA01ssWFoJf4Mk

You can also join us to support with your wisdom and share your experience. thank you, learn together ,fight together ,win together.
 
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Numez

Guest
i was just looking today for some nofap group on whatsapp and here we go. thats the law of looking for it all day long.

maybe you could also post this in "porn addiction" section of the forum so a lot more people sees it and joins.
 
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