HipbabyJake
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I have been addicted to MBing for almost all of my life. I am 30 years old and I started around the age of 5. I am addicted to pornography and fantasy. My addiction has ruined my life up to this point. It has caused major mental health problems such as anxiety, paranoia, depression, and obsessive and intrusive thoughts. I use MBing and fantasy in many different areas of my life. I use it not only when I am horney, but when I am mad, upset, happy, bored, and so on. However it is just a vicious cycle for me, MB, feel all these shameful feelings and do it again to stop the feelings. Everytime I do it, it gets worse. When I get some time under my belt I find another reason to relapse. I really need help and am willing to take any suggestions. I want to start a journal on here tomorrow and get started with recovery right away. There has to be a better life on the other side of this.
Thanks.
Thanks.