My Reboot Journey to be A Better Person

s4t3l1t3

New Member
Hello everyone,

Glad to be here with someone trying to achieve the same thing as I.

I am a man 34 years of age. I was introduced to porn when I was 17 years old, by accidentaly opening my uncle's magazine and dvd porn collection.
I had very little chance to access them luckily.

When I was in university, I finally had access to high speed internet porn, and was instantly hooked. It costed me significantly from my grades, my social life (or lack of it), and my relationship with family and God. I could not maintain a serious relationship with real girls, and just recently my GF broke up with me. I couldn't feel aroused around her.

I was always intermittent binging on porn. So I had a period of abstaining, and then a few days of binging. After reading the YBOP book, I decided to start over my life and make a commitment to try to be free from porn. Starting with 90 days of porn. Currently the longest I have made so far in last 10 years is 15 days.

I hope to meet great people who are rebooters and successful, and achieve peace and happiness in my own life.

 
Great goal to shoot for, 90 days. I don't even know the longest I've gone in the past 23 years, but I know it's not 90 days, and the times when it's gotten past 20 days are few and far between. Yet I know there is an internal ability in me to do better, to be better. I'm hopeful that that potential can be found and consistently applied, but there is so much to self sabotage me. Eyes on the prize.
 

ShadeTrenicin

Well-Known Member
Hey Satelite,

welcome and good of you to take responsibility and take action. 90 days indeed is a great goal!

Best of luck to you and im looking forward to read your progress.
 
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