We have two lives, and the second begins when we realize we only have one.

Three-P

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Good evening everybody.

I don't know really how to start this thread, let's just say I am what I would call a heavy porn consumer and I want to change that for good.

I am 32 years old and I have been consuming porn on the Internet since I am 13 or 14 years old. I first consumed pictures and short videos. At that time streaming long videos wasn't possible. I don't remember having a problem with porn in my teenage years probably because I didn't own my own device. I would say that I watched porn occasionally like many young men at this age. I remember I could not watch any porn content for weeks.

My addiction started settling in my college years when I bought my first PC and strengthened after in a daily habit when free video streaming of all length and high quality became available online. I think that the most I could restrain from watching porn was for a week or so before relapsing in my few attempts in quitting porn few months ago.

Now it's enough. I am very ashamed of myself and pissed off for all the time I wasted and for all the images of women I've never met that are haunting me.

I am writing you from Canada. See you tomorrow for my first day of rebooting.

Don't forget, as per Confucius said, we have two lives, and the second begins when we realize we only have one.

Three-P.
 
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