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longtimequitter
Guest
Hey guys,
Been on big porn binges hitting some new lows. Feeling depressed and anxious, possibly going crazy. I am also married and have 3 kids. I feel trapped in the cycle. When I quit even though sometimes I feel bad, mostly I feel better. I start to feel so good that I start watching porn again. I self-sabotage because I think I deserve to suffer because I am a bad person.
But enough of that. It's been months since I come here and I know it's not the answer. I come here when I hit rock bottom and start dreaming of a life without porn, start a journal for accountability, but it doesn't last. I don't like to sound pessimistic but I have been actively trying to quit porn for over 5 years now. I will write in here everyday for now and pray for a miracle.
Been on big porn binges hitting some new lows. Feeling depressed and anxious, possibly going crazy. I am also married and have 3 kids. I feel trapped in the cycle. When I quit even though sometimes I feel bad, mostly I feel better. I start to feel so good that I start watching porn again. I self-sabotage because I think I deserve to suffer because I am a bad person.
But enough of that. It's been months since I come here and I know it's not the answer. I come here when I hit rock bottom and start dreaming of a life without porn, start a journal for accountability, but it doesn't last. I don't like to sound pessimistic but I have been actively trying to quit porn for over 5 years now. I will write in here everyday for now and pray for a miracle.