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seekingadvice1212
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Hi,
So this is what happened:
One night on the peak of my porn addiction, I think it was last year or even two or three years back, I was on omegle. Although I was addicted I was not a complete moron from the beginning when this started. So I made sure, my face was not visible. But I mean, you move around eventually and I am not sure but there might be the possibility that my face was visible for a few seconds. To clarify: I made that with my notebook and its built-in camera. So in order to not show my face, I needed to tip my notebook and with that my camera down. But I think I looked down on me sometime. I know, those built-in cameras have not good resolution but it is still a risk for me and I can't sleep well at night with it. I might have a career in front of me where I would be judged a lot, if not be forced to quit my job. And because it was of the height of my addiction, I did that with trans people. I am disgusted by the thought of it now; even back then I was but only when my mind was clear. I did this on ceveral occasions. I tried to look it up, search for it, found nothing. I would like to look for it again but that would mean that I have to watch porn and I don't want to get back to it. I could cry so much... But I did. The last few days I tried to find it again. I needed two days for one tube site, checked over 10.000 videos of possible content and various search terms.
I know nobody will be able to tell if I was recorded, if it is already leaked, if I will be recognized and so on. But how likely is it? And I read from a software called "Deepfake" which allows scumbags to morph any face on any body and let it look like you participated in a porno. If it would be leaked, would it be possible for me to say it was made with that software? Maybe you know websites that have a lot of those videos on it and you could tell me the names of those? I would also love to get into greater detail which websites I checked and what search terms I used but I can only do that if you write me a private message since I don't want to be a bad influence to anybody here.
Thank you very much for your time!
So this is what happened:
One night on the peak of my porn addiction, I think it was last year or even two or three years back, I was on omegle. Although I was addicted I was not a complete moron from the beginning when this started. So I made sure, my face was not visible. But I mean, you move around eventually and I am not sure but there might be the possibility that my face was visible for a few seconds. To clarify: I made that with my notebook and its built-in camera. So in order to not show my face, I needed to tip my notebook and with that my camera down. But I think I looked down on me sometime. I know, those built-in cameras have not good resolution but it is still a risk for me and I can't sleep well at night with it. I might have a career in front of me where I would be judged a lot, if not be forced to quit my job. And because it was of the height of my addiction, I did that with trans people. I am disgusted by the thought of it now; even back then I was but only when my mind was clear. I did this on ceveral occasions. I tried to look it up, search for it, found nothing. I would like to look for it again but that would mean that I have to watch porn and I don't want to get back to it. I could cry so much... But I did. The last few days I tried to find it again. I needed two days for one tube site, checked over 10.000 videos of possible content and various search terms.
I know nobody will be able to tell if I was recorded, if it is already leaked, if I will be recognized and so on. But how likely is it? And I read from a software called "Deepfake" which allows scumbags to morph any face on any body and let it look like you participated in a porno. If it would be leaked, would it be possible for me to say it was made with that software? Maybe you know websites that have a lot of those videos on it and you could tell me the names of those? I would also love to get into greater detail which websites I checked and what search terms I used but I can only do that if you write me a private message since I don't want to be a bad influence to anybody here.
Thank you very much for your time!