Disgusting things seen and traumatic porn

Id like for us to share here some of the shocks we have had and what has disgusted us and made us feel horrible about seeing it as we escalated into porn. Specifically porn we never watched but just seen around. I have ocd fears about some of this stuff. Specifically femdom where they talk about cum eating ,gay,shit stuff in pov or non pov . It still somewhat bothers me from having watched it but when I confronted those fears and saw it as just some stuff on internet I feel better. 
Share away so that we can  be more informed how others also have this shocks and we are not alone in this and that its okay and so we know it will be okay.

Big time, big time.
Some of the things Ive willingly watch still send shudders through me. Wont go into too much detail, as some people may be triggered by the descriptions (also my questionable language has been brought up), but suffice to say it made me feel both sick and turned on at the same time!

Reformed Fapper said:

Big time, big time.
Some of the things Ive willingly watch still send shudders through me. Wont go into too much detail, as some people may be triggered by the descriptions (also my questionable language has been brought up), but suffice to say it made me feel both sick and turned on at the same time!

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Thankyou, RF, I appreciate your restraint. 

Zuti, I don't think it's necessary to spell it all out. Suffice to say I think most of us have got into areas that we aren't proud of. Most porn is degrading to somebody - if not all concerned. That degraded mindset affects your thinking and attitude. It poisons the well.

I did see revenge porn and violent porn at some point on a website and was shocked.  I reacted by going back to more "innocent" material, some of it wasn't even nude.  That led, unfortunately to material that encouraged and enforced sexually predatory behavior and victimization of women in a more subtle, but still horrible form.  I do not condone actions depicted in such material, do not practice it in my day life or in my sex life with my wife, and condemn all predatory behavior.  When you realize you are consuming material that violates your personal ethics, that is when you realize you are a porn addict.

Rich

There's incest porn everywhere and that was disturbing. Also a large portion of porn, even amateur porn, is to some degree violent. I've never been into it but it was hard to avoid coming across it, so that was profoundly disturbing for me.

IMO in general it's really not healthy to be watching other people have sex.

Now, after starting this reboot precess i realize that we live in a sick society, and we are in a very deep moral crisis. Just think about the world we're leaving to our children. Waht kind of world is that where girls can't walk safely on streets? where is our manliness to protect everybody we love and to show respect for women and others? I've found some stupid girls talking about porn, and how it "helps to stimulate their sexual life". Sorry, but that is bullshit. We still don't know how porn adiction affect women.