Porn Girlfriends...

Has anyone else had problems avoiding searching specific porn stars or erotic models, in particular?  Do you have particular "porn girlfriends" that you search for?  This seems like a really weird phenomenon when I think about it, but this is definitely something I do.  What have you done about it?  How do you get over the "relationship" obstacle?

That's what I do. I have specific P stars i'm obsessed with, when i'm craving specific girls race though my mind and when I hear names that sound like theres it triggers cravings. Yeah. Some of them i'm in "love" with but its just porn addiction. it sucks... I gotta stop. I've been trying to quit for two years, longest i've gotten is a month. Porn cravings and insomnia ruin me.

I don't have the same thing. But ever since PIED, I've 'gone off' beautiful girls and became more attracted to 'average' looking ones.

I have no idea why.

Hearing or reading a name that's similar to a PornStar's name also kinda can get me going. Probably because during my Porn days, I used to browse Porn Forums regularly.

I'm not sure if its a P gf but I do have several I prefer over others.

I think this might just be my taste in ladies though. For example I am attracted to ladies with dark hair and I am not attracted to blondes.

I suppose that's a small advantage of porn is that I've figured out everything I'll ever need to know about what I'm attracted to.

Although I would say that this thread is a bit dangerous as it will make people think about their favourite P stars which might attract the beast. It might need to get chucked.

Yeah thats totally normal we live in a world where girls are becoming more and more masculine and men more and more feminine. You need lots of searching, effort and time to find a real sweet feminine woman nowadays especially in countries like US. Asia not so much Europe yes and no depends on where we you're living.

Endless relapses just from the realization of this simple fact especially if the "porn gfs" youre into are not so famous porn wise and you know there is a possibility to contact or even meet them IRL.

And in the end some of us live a life that doesnt allow us so much time to search because of our profession or way of living and there shouldnt be like this either. Today its more of a matter of luck on this particular subject.

Older thread, but good topic I missed the first time around...

Yeah, I had this, especially on cam sites.  In my early/mid porn addiction, I would become obsessed with having complete sets of the models I liked.  Later on as cams became big, I'd have certain ones I'd follow and keep returning to, and if they disappeared from camming I'd get kinda annoyed/upset.  I also wasn't a fan of watching girls with guys.

I don't think it is all that hard to understand.  Attraction can lead to attachment, and it is a pseudo-"falling in love".  Obviously not the real thing.  This is why cam girls especially can be big on the giggly/flirty interactions with their viewers.  All those guys know on some level that she doesn't care about them, but it does make it feel like they have a bond.  It is also how they keep getting the "tokens" or whatever they're called.  The guys want that attention.

Everyone's addiction is unique, and the underlying emotional struggles are also unique.  Hence, I wouldn't expect the "porn girlfriend" phenomenon to apply across the board.  For me, loneliness and lack of feeling cared about was an emotional problem/trigger for me, so it made sense.  I did feel like I "liked" all of the porn stars, even if I expressed it in the wrong way by putting my hand down my pants.  For someone who struggles with trusting/respecting women, they may have other issues where the extreme objectification (or even displays of violence) might be their kryptonite.  I'm sure we could dive REALLY deep into this into childhood stuff, but I'm not sure how much I can say with any certainty at that point.

I had one a while back, even though I haven't watched porn in over half a year.  I wouldn't start with her but I'd always finish with her.

I had a dream about her recently.  I woke up confused and annoyed.